gmmaacc

gmmaacc @ 2009-03-03T18:39:00

2009-03-03T23:39:17Z

i'm getting down with my bad self.

gmmaacc @ 2009-02-26T18:25:00

2009-02-26T23:25:26Z

NO DOUBT! PIT TICKETS! BEST IN THE HOUSEEEEE I AM GOING TO FUCKINGGG DIE!

best 95$ i have ever spent! i love this yay yay yay. me and kevin mac. is all i need because i am so so so happy! yayayayay

gmmaacc @ 2009-02-22T20:38:00

2009-02-23T01:40:44Z

it's really not good that this is still my problem:

12 March 2008 @ 05:33 pm
(no subject)
fuck video games.
fuck there not being time for me.
fuck work.
fuck you being a dick to me.
fuck people saying things they don't follow through with.
fuck me getting upset about it.
fuck the fact that you don't realize that i am upset.
fuck the fact that i don't have the courage to say anything about it.
fuck unbalanced relationships.
fuck rough patches.

This pretty much sums it up:

http://bp3.blogger.com/_a7jkcMVp5Vg/R9H4uv3CxhI/AAAAAAAAEX0/-cYkfiR81RA/s1600-h/xbox.jpg

i need 25 hours in the day and some lovins.

nearly a year and i still feel pretty similar. really? like.. there needs to be a change. i don't know what, but it needs to change whether it be a break up or whatever.

gmmaacc @ 2009-02-12T18:29:00

2009-02-12T23:29:48Z

i just wrote a huge full length journal highlighted the whole thing. and hit delete... on purpose of course. i just didn't feel the need to post it.

it was good enough to just have written it down. i feel good.

i can't want for this weekend.

gmmaacc @ 2009-02-01T12:38:00

2009-02-01T17:39:28Z

nowwww that's what i'm talking about!

<333333333!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :)

gmmaacc @ 2009-01-12T15:18:00

2009-01-12T20:18:57Z

16 days?

count down begins......

NOW!

gmmaacc @ 2008-12-13T15:11:00

2008-12-13T20:12:15Z

downgrade!

another dumb entry.

2008-12-08T20:31:22Z

i want my life to be more eventful. not dramaful.. i mean like.. literally events.... adventures.

but i need more energy before i try that.

gmmaacc @ 2008-11-25T19:34:00

2008-11-26T00:34:13Z

BAHAHA!

this is pretty long and pointless because i am bored all day and ihad nothing to do.

2008-11-15T03:47:59Z

iiii am so sickkk

maybe the flu. maybe food poisoning. maybe i am so stressed out that i made myself sick. i don't know. i think it might just be my body telling me to slow the fuck dowwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn and i wasn't listening for a while so now it is just like.. "alright.. you don' want to listen in the first place so i am going to make you listen by making you puke and shit your brains out.

it sucks though because i had to call out on my last day o f work and i didn't get to say goodbye to the babies. but i have to go back in a week and pick up my paycheck so i will visit then. i am lonely. i have been alone all day in bed. i have watched so many vh1 top 100s i could go out of my mind. and i watched a lot of THS investigates. it's 10:44 pm and i am probably going to bed soon but i don't think i will be able to fall asleep because have been sleeping all day and i am not tired. i hope i don't just lay there and think about how i feel sick and then make myself more sick thinking about it. ya know?

i have been wearing kfishs boxers all day and not one person has asked me where i got them. maybe they just have accepted the fact that i am a growwwnnnn arse women and have a wonderfulll boyfriendndndndndnd that i bang.

swimming starts monday and i am sto molto excited! i should be better by then but idk. i have nothing else to say and my mom just walked in so i am going to talk to her.

peace!

gmmaacc @ 2008-10-27T19:09:00

2008-10-27T23:09:20Z

we sleep side by side, your hands in mine.

and when you get here it's so nice,

it's just the part where you leave i don't like.

so i think that youssss' alanis is my kdev. he so speaks to me haha.. December 7th. show. north star barrrr! anyone want to goo? i sure am. i was thinking that meeee and you (megan) and you (kara) and you (liora) should go. cause i know you are the only 3 that read thisss shit... and i don't even know about liora. but if sheee don't..... this be her invite and i figured this is the universal invite. i am so so so excited. i was htinking about forcing kevinfisher to cut his hair like that

and then being like.. "oh my god kevin! look at that. you look just like kdev. hm hm hm " and then introducing them. hahahah how awkward would that be?

i need to stopppp straight pimping guys. i suck.

gmmaacc @ 2008-10-24T14:55:00

2008-10-24T18:55:49Z

i am so sick of people! i need to hibernate for a couple weeks. i am done with sterling and the people in it. and obligations. and having to "think about your future". i just want to be a kid. i hate all this shit. a relaxing weekend of nothing but sleeping with kevin and my "besties" (as the people i am sick of would put it) is definitely what i desperately need.

ALSO, to all the people that i hate: your plane to a secluded island, far far away from here, is boarding.

SOOOOO this was my livejournal that i wrote yesterday, but never got the chance to finish or post... BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT i had the best day ever today. not really the best.. but i had a lot of fuuunnnnnnnnnnn! yay ay aya yayayay. so here are some revisions on yesterday's journal!....

the above.. the far far above..... applies to the majority of the time. but today... I LOVE LIFE WAHHHOOO<3333

gmmaacc @ 2008-09-13T23:03:00

2008-09-14T03:03:34Z

so i met kevin's mom today. and she is hot as hailllllll! she's like.. sexy blonde implants mom that every boy wishes his friends mom looked like.

wait.. she IS that mom.

No wonder kevin is so beautiful! but she was walking out the door as we pulled up and she had a bottle of wine in her hand and she was like.. "i'm getting drunk! bye!" but not in the like.. "drink my worries away" way. like.. "i'm only 37 and still hot and have the best friends ever and wanna have fun with them when my husband goes and does his night job" way. and she introduced herself and shit and was really nice.. and was like.. "........wellll.... okay kids, haveeee fun!" like sort of suggestively but still mommy like. and then me and kevin basically had the house to ourselves except for his sister who is thirteen and kevin often described as a douchey dyke. well i must say that kevin should look up the definition of those words cause they are the opposite of his sister. she is how we were when we were 13. my chemical romance foreverr!-ey but not ...... annoyingly. and she was just sitting there watching the cosby show all night. and she left us completely alone. and me and kevin just watched the girl next door and he sung songs to meeee.

side track!
kevin has an AMAZING voice. it's not like he is forming his voice to the voice of the singer. like. he doesn't sound exacttttttly like queen when he sings bohemian rhapsody or bert mccracken we he sings poetic tragedy. but he sounds like kevvvvvvin singing these songs. it's kevin's voice singing another person's lyrics.. if this makes any sense at all.

anyway.. so we had a great time at his house and he took me home and as i am getting out of his car, his drunk mom texts him this drunken spelling error text saying .. "kevin! if i knew you were going to have your lady friend over i would have washed the dog!" lmfaoo!

yayayya i love my life!

i also hung out with megan today which was fantastic. we just did girly talk. any time we go our seperate ways i always think of like. 4957495 things i needed to tell her and i'm just like.. SHITTtTTTTTTTttT. but then they aren't important in the long run anyway. and we looked at elle and talked about how people are just naturally pretty and some people need to get all done up and wear tons of make up and clothes to look hot.

TIMES! PAUSE! STOP! REWIND! EJECT!

this livejournal is way to long and no one will have read this far. SO LONG!

gmmaacc @ 2008-09-13T12:33:00

2008-09-13T16:33:30Z

seriously?

gmmaacc @ 2008-07-25T14:47:00

2008-07-25T18:47:25Z

last night i seriously felt like i was out of my goddamn mind.

gmmaacc @ 2008-07-14T10:06:00

2008-07-14T14:06:22Z

i wish i looked like amy macdonald. she is a stunnnna.

i also wish i could be more decisive.

hm, let's see. i love my friends. i love my boyfriend. not so much my family. i like my tan. something exciting neeeds to happen!

i have caved and decided to save up for uggs. not for look so much at all. but comfort is key in my book. they are one hundred and sixty fucking dollars however. which is a pretty penny for me. i hope it's worth it.

i am baffled what to do with you!

gmmaacc @ 2008-06-26T15:02:00

2008-06-26T19:04:21Z

you're..... dumb.. for a lack of a better word.

wait, no, dumb is quite suitable.

THIS ISN'T MEANT TO BE OFFENSIVE AT ALL!!!!!!!!

2008-06-07T23:18:10Z

soo it's kinda of really awesome having a really drama free best friend. sara and i rarely ever get in any fights. it's comforting to know i can always rely on her for a good hangout with everyone else around me is fighting with one another.

I'M NOT SAYING THIS ONLY ABOUT MEGAN MICKI LIORA MIKEY!

haha i felt that needed to be said cause this for realzies isn't about that really.

but even the party group of peeople are all fighting about things. or one person is always talking about another. and that's not to say sara and i don't get frustrated with eachother. of course we do. butttttt it's a really really really stable hassle free relationship. NOT TO SAAY YOURS IS A HASSLE! idk what i'm talking about.

this should prolly be private or someeting cause someone is going to take this the wrong way or something and get upset. but here's my disclaimer!

I WISSH EVERYONE WOULD JUST GETTTT ALONG!!

amen!

gmmaacc @ 2008-05-28T16:58:00

2008-05-28T20:58:29Z

In a motel room, with the Bible out
Combing scriptures for answers about
What's happening now

'Cause I cant believe my eyes
And I just don't trust my ears
But I've heard a man can always come find
Some solace here

And Lord, I know that we dont talk
Often at all anymore
But desperate folks do desperate things
So I'm stapling this note to your door

Please, turn the ship around
And lock the course in place
And keep the train tracks nailed to the ground
Or pull the emergency break

'Cause I've lost my faith in man
Just like I once lost faith in you
And I've been covering all kinds of ground
Thinking hard 'bout what else i could lose

And I know how I look
To come crawling back
Acting like you owe me proof
But this is bigger than me
I think it's bigger than you too

So if this gets to you
Yeah if you ever come home
Just know I won't be awaiting the postman
I will not be glued to my phone
I'll know a change has come
I'll know that you exist

When all our bombs stop exploding
And when all of those landmines are stripped
And we stop blowin' up strangers' houses
And making orphans of innocent kids
And people stop thinking the world's theirs for the taking
'Cause your world once told them it is

'Til then, i'm gonna shake my head
I'm gonne bite my tongue
When people tell me, 'Have faith and be patient,
We're waiting for God to show up.'

Yeah 'til then, it's one more skeptical song
And i'll be glad as hell
If you come and prove me wrong

gmmaacc @ 2008-05-17T17:24:00

2008-05-17T21:24:03Z

Because people are so fickle

They fall in love at different angles

So really I could lose you just as quickly as I've gotten you

And that's the kind of thought that makes me nervous

And worried if you'll really think I'm worth it

When the rush wears off and you're left with this busted person

But if you tell me you will I will do what I can to believe it

gmmaacc @ 2008-05-11T18:19:00

2008-05-11T22:19:24Z

i've lost interest in about 50% of the things i used to care about.

and i'm quite happy because of it.

gmmaacc @ 2008-04-16T21:11:00

2008-04-17T01:11:48Z

MODEST MOUSE TICKETS BITCH!

gmmaacc @ 2008-04-10T20:03:00

2008-04-11T00:08:35Z

i feel like the closer we get, the more freaked out you get at the thought of your girlfriend finding out the way we talk to eachother.

why don't i feel that way?

is it because i know that we are just friends and nothing more, and i have nothing to worry about? or because i have no morals and don't seem to think what you think is wrong, kevin would think is wrong.

either way.....

.....shit!

gmmaacc @ 2008-04-06T13:42:00

2008-04-06T17:42:45Z

everyone...

..is really fucking stupid.

you aren't impressing anyoneeeeeee, ya shit.

gmmaacc @ 2008-04-01T19:10:00

2008-04-01T23:10:09Z

I HADDD THE TIME OF MY LIFEEEE>.

AND I OWE IT ALL TO YOUUUUUU!

mhmmm i fucking love the worldddddddddddddddd

LET THERE BE SUMMMER!!